So I really don't know as of late like seriously.... I just am having this constant thought process that keeps bringing me back to her, I try to think of other things but it doesn't work it comes back to her and what I'm going to do when I leave. I sure as heck don't want to hurt her but I sure as hell don't want to leave her for some odd reason I have this urge to make sure she is mine and just mine no one else's. I know its only been three weeks or more but seriously I can't help it I just want her to be mine. There is actually a song lyric of my own that fits this "He woke up this morning with one dream in his mind how do I make it where she is just mine." and I never thought that, that one lyric could ever sum me up and now I know that it finally really has its purpose. I've realized that, that lyric finally has a meaning to me and I'm not sure what to do and I know no one will read this unless I broadcast it or add people or something but it feels good just to let all of this out I mean honestly someone will read this and have no clue who I am and hopefully if someone does read this they will start thinking about the whole process of just wanting someone purely on the fact that this someone completely intrances you with their whole being and I just don't know what else to say so....

Signed,
Ninja[IN]Time