Saturday, July 18, 2009
Gotta get that...Gotta get that...Boom Boom Boom
So have you ever had someone elses mood effect you to the point where they are sad or depressed and you start to realize it is also affecting you... Well I do believe that is happening to me and it makes me sad because I feel there is nothing I can do to help and it crushes me to know that I can't help someone who is close to me....I also hate the fact that along this sadness trip that she has gotten a hell of a lot quieter and doesn't speak her mind at all and I have a hunch its because the fact that if she opens her mouth she thinks or knows that someone may or will shoot down her idea or argue with her or something I don't know and I hate knowing that it is my fault I mean I don't do it alot and I find when I do do it I need to just shut up because I'm arguing just cause I sometimes like to argue and I really need to not do that cause if it hurts her and drives her away or turns her into the shy quiet girl again, I will just not know what to do to make it better (sorry for the one long run on sentence). So I really don't know if anyone has noticed but as she gets sadder or more depressed I follow her in hopes that I will some how be able to find a way to make things better and that has yet to happen but I sure as hell can hope that it will happen and hopefully very soon.....
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are you sure you didn't read my journal??
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